Daily ramblings

 Hello to whoever has stumbled across this little rambling. 

I am a 42 year old female who living in Chesterfield, Derbyshire, with my husband and our cat. Anxiety ridden, depressed, an inner goth screaming to get out and told I should probably get tested for ADHD, I have decided to use this blog almost like a diary.

I thought now would be the ideal time to start, as I am currently stuck at home with after effects of my first round with covid . 4 years I managed to avoid that crap. There is only so much day-time tv a girl can watch, in my case that's none! The only tv I am watching at the moment is Married At First Sight UK and Great British Bake Off, so I have been binging on those instead. I did, however, find myself watching a Christmas film on channel 5 yesterday. Not like me at all! I was advised by a doctor to start doing some online Christmas shopping to pass the time, but everything in my basket seems to be for me! My black soul still clings on to the idea that it is still Halloween until 1st December, so I find it very hard to get into the Christmas spirit before then. The only other tv I am watching at the moment is Married At First Sight and Great British Bake Off, so I have been binging on those instead.

In all seriousness, I am so bored. My sister bought me a book nook kit, thought it might take me weeks to do, I did it in a day. I am glad of the rest, but I wish it wasn't being forced on me. Just waiting for my energy levels to come back to normal and I will be back to myself again. Until then, it's just me and the cat during the day. 

Tried to do some drawing the other day, Casper thought he would join in by sitting on the paper. Not much drawing was done that day.